Tuesday, May 4, 2010
He is Jealous for me
Oh How He Loves Us by The David Crowder Band
He is jealous for me,
Loves like a hurricane, I am a tree,
Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy.
When all of a sudden,
I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory,
And I realize just how beautiful You are,
And how great Your affections are for me.
And oh, how He loves us so,
Oh how He loves us,
How He loves us all
Yeah, He loves us,
Oh! how He loves us,
Oh! how He loves us,
Oh! how He loves.
We are His portion and He is our prize,
Drawn to redemption by the grace in His eyes,
If grace is an ocean, we’re all sinking.
And Heaven meets earth like an unforseen kiss,
And my heart turns violently inside of my chest,
I don’t have time to maintain these regrets,
When I think about, the way…
The song above has been stuck in my head for the last few days. Stuck in my head in a good way. I have read and heard sermons about God being a jealous God. I never quit understood fully what that meant, and never really put that much thought into it either. Over the last few weeks as schedule conflicts to meet with friends began to pop up on both sides, I noticed myself getting jealous of the time they were spending with others. Not the terrible two tantrum jealous, but just sad that all of our schedules could not line up even for one day, so that we could spend time together. Suddenly, I felt God saying, "see I am jealous for you. when you don't spend time with me." I have liked this song when it first came out, but now that I really understand the lyrics, I love it. To hear it and really think about the message of the song, brings tears to my eyes.